Just translated a poem that has contained some of my equilibrium theory, well, here we go,
You see, or not see me,
I’m here
Without pleasure, neither pain.
You miss, or not miss me,
Memories are here
Never come, never leave.
You love, or not love me,
Love is here
Doesn’t shorten, doesn’t raise.
You be, or not be with me,
You have my hands in yours
They never forsake.
In my arms or in your heart,
Love and jollity
Soaked in serenity.
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Normally i resent translation cuz it fucks up the literal ambiance but i guess it doesn’t matter now when u stumble something truly powerful cuz eventually word is only an artifice.
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Was talking to a fren yesterday and admitted the real reason behind my laughing disease… When i laugh out loud like a proper retard,i probably wasn’t laughing at all,i was screaming,crying,breaking…yet laugh n smile together create the best universal disguise,wow god knows how long i’ve been using this technique…
i hate it every time when some random chick suddenly pop in to my life just to use me to get to my fren…can’t believe it happened to me….AGAIN!!!!!i’ve only known u for less than a week n now u start to act like my super best fren,quit it n leave me a lone u pretentious…fucking hell cant even call u bi***,and no matter how i’m gonna react,it’ll still make me sound more pathetic than i already did…how did i end up in such a messed up awkward situation again??!!
i need a holiday…a very long holiday…it’s funny that we are assigned to read The Ugly,well i’m the true identification of ugliness no doubt…wow, tht sucks,this time i rly give up on looking for my long lost confidence,the harder i try,the deeper it hurts…fuck it,dont care anymore,i need more drugs
