jimi blue is a cheesy singer yet he reminded me one particular issue of death is the eternity where lays the beauty.
"when u get the thing you always wish to have,sometimes u wish it to be dead",
it’s like Browning’s Porphyria’s lover n Noir Desir who killed his wife
when the animal side in the id took control of the psyche.
whereas,i understand em, i burnt things that i treasured the most so the beauty stay for eternity,at least personally.
whoever loved u,watever they could give u,all gonna be blown away to leave u alone to live this life,
only the memories stay as long as ur life.
the problem is those who u love,
if u rly loved them as much as u said, u would let em go,
to chase the life that they always have been craving for.
yet the selfishness is the killer n the only way so far i can think of to kill the killer,
is to thrill the sublimation in defensive mechanism,
to extend the level of the identification for ‘self’.
those u love,those u cherish n things u believe,all become part of yourself,
so you’ll think of the best for them,not to own,but to share.
hopefully,one day after the expedition with meditation,
they’ll return after realized
the life with u is the truth, the beauty, the love n the freedom.
otherwise,there’s no way to require beauty in eternity cuz there’s no certainty,
cuz change is the nature,
cuz even u locked those shameful thoughts away into the unconscious,
they still never give up escaping.
only those who went through the reincarnation of life truly know wat they want from this life.
the process could be either long or short but it definiely requires time.
cuz time heals,fixs,erases and in da meantime,creates everything.
thts y,it probably makes sense when i say, u luv the person too much to get closer to him/er.
especially for this age
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ok my mind is officially fucked up by over psychology essay riting…am so fucking full of shit atm!!!
now something for entertainment…r gordon brown n nick griffan brothers???scheiße!!!!!!!! 卐 hows tht look for the new british flag???politics r fucking hilarious bullshit…but back to reality,say no to foreign immigration,wat da fuck im gonna do???save money to buy a gun???erm,sounds like a plan…o,tht pic is a random discovery,now its everywhere in every town,at least i found another 2 in crewe bahahaha
