There was a world beyond, access to the acceptance of paradise,
I couldn’t find the path to that access,
I couldn’t reach the paradise where you had left your smile upon.
I lost it, by all the fallaciousness.
Redeeming the lost is a longer process,
I should know this, yet I couldn’t face it,
Saying goodbye to the laughter, bursting out the happiness I’d ever had.
On the atlas where I threw the dice,
I strayed too far from that paradise,
I still hear the symphony with an amiable yet distant voice,
I realized
The reality was too far from my paradise.
The world beyond was your beautiful mind.
Chocking on my twenty-second cigarettes,
Indulging my consciousness into this reminiscence,
That has permeated through my every concept.
Irony, turned my detachment into an excruciating lie.
Goodbye my paradise.
